i am in love with hope.

 disappointed as it seems, i am back from wherever i have been. no i have not been running, no i have not been ignoring, but seriously i don't find anyone caring enough to listen or sit around longer than i thought. i am not sorry for how i have acted, but seriously its not a way that i wanted either. of all people i thought you will know me, know this. but i guess everyone is exactly how i expected them to be. i will go far away from this place, i am tired of trying so hard and always be misunderstood, so here is my fuck you to you!